Working on NWO 1 really took it out of me and I needed a big break from taking huge amounts of information in to recover. I don't know how any of these journalists/researchers deal with the weight of this information on a day to day basis. Discovering the awful truth is a very painful and tiring process, although I think as you break through new layers of conditioning it does start to get easier.
I took some time off and worked on the Astral Pedestrian (Shining) and Stumble (Whirlpool) albums, and eventually got around to coming back to NEU World Order in the Summer of 2006 to think about ways to promote it. I spent a lot of energy on this by emailing many sites, setting up the myspace page, putting out the press release etc... I have to say that it was pretty much a failure on the whole, even though I have had some great feedback from many of the people who have downloaded it, there seems to be some kind of resistance to the idea of the project which has me quite perplexed. The reason I have put so much energy and time into it is because we are in a globally desperate situation, and to me nothing much else seems to matter anymore. The most frightening aspect of it all is the blind ignorance that most people live in (well in my experience here in the UK anyhow). Subjects such as globalization, political corruption, the price of inflation etc are almost forbidden subjects and invoke either anger and/or strange looks. As I have mentioned before, trying to get people to take an interest or pass on information has been something that I have had to stop doing. It even resulted in the end of a lifelong friendship. There is no way around it, people have been conditioned to such an extent that they will defend their own slavery and the conditioning is very strong...
